Ramanshree California Resort

My husband has switched job and because of that he can't take leave for next three months. We can't go to our hometown for Diwali. So she is not talking to us. I don't want to go alone as there they give all their attention to their daughter and her kid. And I feel bad because I had misscariage and nobody gives us importance as we have no child. I dont want to go alone as all these makes me realize I am not a mother and I feel depressed. Should I ignore my MIL till she starts talking to us? What should I do?