Plz recommend some gud pillow fr my baby as his head z getting flat.

Hello friends. I need advice Usse phke prob bta deti hu. Meri marriage and pregnancy ko same time hoa h. Mujhe after 10 days se kafi torture kra jata rha. Main phke b month mayke lga k gyi bcoz husband ne mara tha. Or ab mahina uske sath rhne k bad pir mayke aa gyi hu bcoz pir unhone mara or mental torture kra. Mere in-law direct and indirectly in sb me involve h. Or is pure time ap sb samjh gye honge main preshan rhi hu. Or us irritation,, mental stress and gusse me maime baby ko kha kyi bar to die.. I know wrong h but jb main hi Nicole unke sath rh paayi to baby ka Future soch k darr lgta tha. But ab main ni khti pura dhyan rkhti hu apna taki baby b tummy me ache se ho. But mujhe ab tension h ki khi mera baby mere in sb tension and torture k Karan effect na hoa ho. Wo physically thik to hoga.. Wo mumma ko hate to ni krega.?

Moms.. Please help me..meri maid Abhi bol rahi thi k Aapka baby aapse zyada apni daadi ko pehechanta hai..aur unse zyada attached hai.. Moms meri mil Sahi Nhi hain wo har Baat Par bolti hai k dekho baby Mujhse zyada attach hai.. Moms main Sara din baby ko sambhalti hoon as I have left the job and she only takes care of him in the evening for 2-3 hours.. Moms phir kyu wo unse zyada attach hai Kahi sach me Wo Mujhse door to nhi ho jayega