I cant take the stress anymore... feeling suicidal... only alive because i cant murder the baby inside me.... i hate my in-laws and the way they behave with me....

35 weeks baby is premature baby

Ask another question its not parenting related. I think after delivery mai bhut moti ho gyi hu aur utni attractive nhi rhi during marriage time i look more prity and attractive. Hum dono husband wife perfect the. My Weight was 55kg only. Height is 5feet3inch complexion fair. But now weight is 78kg complexion is littile dark. Hand and neck is very much dark. Mere husband aur mere bich phle jaise relation nhi rhe Kuch duri to aa gyi h.reason kya h pta nhi.But always i feel mere husband abhi b phle jaise goodlooking h but mai ugly ho gyi hu. Shayad unhe ab mere sath shame feel hota h sbse introduced krane me. Unke ek frnd b aaye the ghr p vo bole bhabi ap kitni moti ho gyi hu phle wali bat nhi rhe. Mere Huby bs HSE kuch nhi bole. Kya kru guys jisase mai good looking aur attractive ho jau. Mai apna pura getup hi change krna chahti hu chahe vo dress code ho hair ho ya kuch b. suggest kre starting kha s kru aur kaise.? Jisase smart look mile.Fairness aye Weight km ho Rice eating weak point