DEPRESSION AND FEAR OF DYING.... I'm currently at 32 weeks. Already took leave from office... My husband goes to office, I stay alone all day and am becoming depressed gradually... my back and leg pain worsens, I'm feeling tired allday, ... no outing, no entertainment with this inflexibility.. .. just can't tolerate this awaiting phase, don't know when my baby would be out! I am feeling so sad and worried thinking about my delivery, tension affecting me so much... my sixth sense is saying perhaps I would die in ot... what to do? How many days are left!! I would do c section...but for that how many days!! It's so irritating and endless journey!!